This has been the worst year of my life. I've lost everything I've ever known and my life will never be the same. I feel helpless, worthless, useless and worst of all- weak.
Everyone tells you you're strong. They don't know how you do it and you're amazing- but you're not. You're just going through the motions and trying to keep your head above water.
I have unanswered questions, unresolved issues and emotions I can't even admit
I am a closed book and sometimes I feel alone because I've isolated myself to rely on me, myself and I.
This year has been the worst year of my life. I've lost everything. But slowly, little by little and day by day I start to see the sun. I have been blessed with my beautiful son, supportive family and friends and an amazing man to share my life with. All the things I always imagined my life to be I can now achieve.
This has been the worst year of my life but it's almost over. I'll survive, move on, and in time I'll be grateful. One day I'll look back at this year and think "that year was worth all the amazing years I've had since then."
